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(190 fm)
i feel so unwanted and uninvited, why is every outing without me, are you all trying to tell me that im unwanted and trying to ask me to gtfo? fine, i'll not go for any outing k. Time has past, and time has proven to me that the people who i used to not like were the people who will be there when i need them, the people who i used to love, they arent even in my sight when i needed someone. great, my BEST friend doesnt trust me, you think telling me means telling belle? fine, i cant force you or whatever but let me tell you this, im so dissapointed in you, this is how much you trust me? you think im going to tell TE? woah, so this is how you trust me. fine. i'll get myself scram off-ed from all of you people's sight since you all hate me so much, life is a piece of shit, i really really wish to just go to secondary. you know, i think random people in my life like weiqi and rahillah has done quite alot all this while and i really know how to start loving people i hate and how to hate people i love. its seriously a twist. and fine i'll just get out of you people's sight since you hate me so much, im going to create a new blog and im not telling anyone the url. i know i did something wrong last time, and that drifted us apart, im seriously just trying so so so hard to fill up the gap between us, and i feel that im the only one doing. im seriously tired and im going to give up.