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Alot to say, dont know whr to strt, don't know where to end. i feel so depressed and i hate my life. i hate it alot, i can pay any price to change it. People are changing, but i am not. T prefers Y, Y prefers T. oh great i seem like invisible to them and i feel like im so super extra. Im not asking for Pities[?!] nor do i want you to care. dont care for all i care, bcos im sick and tired, too tired to care so much. there's so much to care, too much. sometimes, i dont know what im thinking, what im doing, i seem to lose control of everything, and i know not why. They say time can heal, but i cant afford to wait for time. Maybe, maybe they are just standby, i just hope everything to end where i go to secondary, whr i have much better friends, i'll feel so much better, when i end everything, when i have nothing to do with you guuys anymore. im awaiting for this day, i hate my life, i hate my friends, i hate myself. i just hope tht secondary can come quickly i dont want to waste anymore time on useless friendship, i've forgotten the meaning of friends, and what friends are for. im not saying this for someone or anyone or even everyone to give me attention, if you think i am, just close your eyes and shutup, bcos i hate you. i hate you.
I hate myself.

I hate my life.

I hate my friends